the doc says its not a disease . but sumthing since young will be inherited frm my mum's genes . and of cos my mum's inherited by grandma .. i'm darn sad .. thnx fer all of ur concern . budd i'm not okayy .. i wish i can be healthy . i wish i can get rid of my allergy . my skin's gettin better . under control by medication . and i've to be under these medication fer darn long . hais . i hate pills ! budd i have no choice .. but to swallow those frightenin pills .. and if i'm okay lerhs . suddenly my allergy cums back again .. i've to go back to the doc . and take PILLS . and medication .. and all those stuffs needed to recover again ! i FUCKING hate it cann !

since young i've been on medication frm another skin specialist .
they only control my allergy only kayys . sighh - $60 spent on a small bottle lotion .
not usin once only .. bud i've to go bak and buy it and buy it .
can imagine how much dad spends on these ..
i've stopped usin that .. since nt much of use ..
if it still persists , have to go TTSH's SKIN DEPARTMENT .

had my blood tested that day . the needle pokin in my skin .
i felt so numb when i saw my own blood .
results two days ltr .

if i'm NOT recovered. i cant wear nice clothes . i cant go out happily ..
i cant enjoy myself .. i cant concentrate on my os ~
i cant i cant !




sighh - better recover soon .
GOD I BEG EUU ... pls .. :'(